"A Message From Beyond: Where My Grief Lies"

 

"A Message From Beyond: Where My Grief Lies"

A Message From Beyond: Where My Grief Lies

Six months after my brother passed, his spirit came to visit me with crucial information. I imagine he'd just experienced his life review and then navigated a period of readjustment, gaining new perspectives.

When he arrived with his message, he was incredibly supportive of my work. "I saw what you wanted for me," he said. "I have to be honest, I don't think I wanted those same things for you."

"I never expected you to!" I replied. "How could you want for me what you had no idea I was gradually guiding you towards?" This realization has become the most painful part of my grief journey, and it often highlights a profound disconnect I experience with many of my clients, and even friends. Most of the time, I can see far more than I can articulate. I'm limited to focusing on what they can process and accept in their current reality. The truth is, I know so much more, but to offer it prematurely could scare them or derail their path. I even see why they are acting out and projecting, a weight of understanding that's often difficult to carry. This extends even to those with good intentions, who, by misunderstanding my process and the depth of my gifts, inadvertently deny me the space to feel my feelings and advocate for my own pain.

This is often the hardest part of my work. People seek my help with a specific, current issue, assuming that's the full extent of my capabilities. They even expect me to use my psychic skills to prove myself, a demand far beyond what they would ask of a traditional therapist. Again, I often stand by, silent, hoping they'll follow the subtle nudges I offer – nudges I sometimes feel they ignore. Just as my brother ignored my suggestions. He could only see what was directly in front of him, having no clue where I truly wanted to take him. Not until it was too late.

This journey is not for the faint of heart. We may be sensitive, but we must also be incredibly strong.

The Unseen Depths: Navigating Intuition, Empathy, and Unwavering Resolve

 

The Unseen Depths:

 Navigating Intuition, Empathy, and Unwavering Resolve

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Introduction: Beyond the Surface of Perception

Have you ever felt a whisper of something more, an unseen current beneath the everyday? For some of us, that whisper is a roar, a constant stream of heightened perceptions that shape our reality. My journey has been one of diving deep into these intuitive gifts, understanding their profound beauty, and navigating the often misplaced fear and misunderstanding that comes from the human world, not from the spiritual realms they connect me to. If you, too, are grappling with unique sensitivities, or seeking to understand the power of authentic intuitive guidance, this is my story – and perhaps, a reflection of yours.

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Section 1: The Evolving Landscape of Intuition: From Nascent Awareness to Embodied Mastery

My path with these heightened senses began as a direct, almost childlike obedience to divine instruction. It was a clear "go here" or "do this," a pure, unadulterated relationship where guidance felt like undeniable commands. This initial stage of intuitive development is a beautiful one, a foundation built on trust and a burgeoning awareness of the unseen.

But the journey of self-discovery and profound personal work isn't static; it evolves. As I grew, my connection deepened, allowing for more nuanced insights and the space for my own decisions, becoming a partnership rather than a command. I've traversed these various stages, from initial awe to profound integration, and this allows me to truly relate to where you might be on your own intuitive path. Whether you're just recognizing these whispers, like those who recently begin to hear angels, or wrestling with the deeper complexities of integration, I understand your experience.

This refined sensitivity, this deeper knowing, fosters profound feeling, awareness, acceptance, compassion, and understanding. It's the source of immense strength and clarity within me. However, this innate sensitivity is often misunderstood by others as a weakness, leading to a significant burden – not from the gifts themselves, but from the fear-based reactions of those around me. There's a critical difference between merely hearing about positive concepts and truly embodying and living them through deep personal work. My challenges haven't come from my connection to the unseen, but from the human world's inability to meet that connection with understanding.

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Section 2: When Intuition Commands: The Tenacity of Unheeded Truth

There's an unmistakable clarity when a truly significant intuitive message arrives, especially concerning a loved one. It's more than a hunch; it's an urgent, precise knowing, often anchored in a deep understanding of universal laws and principles. It's a message that demands attention, a check on someone I'm clearly being sent to protect.

Here lies a profound, often unseen burden: carrying vital information that others simply can't perceive or refuse to believe. This is where I might appear as a "walking contradiction." My deep empathy for others fuels an unwavering resolve and tenacity to ensure these critical messages are heeded. I've encountered countless instances where my insights are met with skepticism or demands for trivial "proof" – like "how many fingers am I holding behind my back?" These requests are not only useless parlor tricks that miss the profound significance of the message, but they are also deeply dismissive of genuine concern.

This persistence isn't about control; it's born from the understanding that the message keeps coming because it hasn't been truly "heeded". And critically, my negative experiences have never come from the entities or the spiritual insights themselves. Instead, the real challenges and even harm I've faced have consistently stemmed from human fear, misunderstanding, and the actions of those unwilling to acknowledge what they don't comprehend. This distinction is paramount: the gifts are pure, the burden is often human. I've learned that merely having a nascent awareness of the spiritual realm, or conceptually grasping positive ideas, doesn't equate to the deep personal work required to truly embody and integrate these truths.

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Section 3: The Depths of My Work: Guiding Your Intuitive Path

My integrated journey – understanding the stages of intuitive development and navigating the human reactions to it – is precisely what allows me to serve you. If you're feeling confused, overwhelmed by your own sensitivities, struggling to trust your inner knowing, or dealing with the impact of others' fear, my experience offers unparalleled clarity, validation, and actionable strategies.

I don't just "see" things; I've lived the complexities of integrating these perceptions into everyday life, and I've learned to distinguish between divine guidance and human-generated fear. I guide clients not just to hear their intuition, but to truly heed it, helping them move from confusion to empowered action and meaningful change. This is the depth of my work: to help you understand your unique gifts, overcome external resistance, and embrace the power that lies within your own unseen depths. I seek to work with those ready to truly do the work of embodiment, rather than merely learn concepts.

I Don't Like BMWs: The Burden of Unsolicited Advice

 

I Don't Like BMWs: The Burden of Unsolicited Advice

After my brother passed, I researched parts for his BMW, determined to find the most affordable repairs. I consulted a friend who knows cars and asked if my understanding of the costs was accurate. Instead of answering my question directly, he simply replied, “I don’t like BMWs.”

I stopped him. “I didn’t ask whether you like BMWs. I asked if I’ve figured out the time and cost of the repairs correctly!”

I had another, even more frustrating experience recently. I met a man at the gym and, wanting to return his generosity, offered him a gift: my healing work. I suggested he watch my show first. “I think it’s a good idea for you to watch it,” I explained. “That way, you’ll understand the depth of my work and won’t come in blindly, get startled, or become concerned when I do some healing with you.”

A couple of weeks later, I called him. “Did you get a chance to watch the show and understand how I approach my work?”

His immediate response? “You’re doing your show all wrong!”

I was stunned. “That’s not what I asked. I’m asking if you took time to understand me and my work. I didn’t call for unsolicited input. I’m trying to follow through on a promise I made to you!”

He wouldn’t stop. Honestly, I had to hang up. I was already carrying the weight of challenges caused by people I’d hired for the show, and his ill-timed critique was the last thing I needed.

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Beyond the Unsolicited Advice

This isn’t to say I’m unwilling to grow, shift, or change. This work is all about growth. But it’s also about deep personal alignment—about not becoming a puppet on a string or a show dog jumping through hoops to impress or conform to what others think I should be. My work is built on trust, depth, presence, and seeing beyond ordinary checkboxes.

It just gets exhausting to ask a direct question and consistently receive a completely different answer.

So, whether it's about car repairs or spiritual work, the lesson is the same: trust your intuition, stay true to your path, and focus your energy on what truly matters.

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Have You Ever Felt Unheard?

Have you ever asked a question and felt like they never really heard it in the first place? Or had someone answer what they wanted to hear instead of what you actually asked? Or respond based on what they assumed instead of what you meant?

I’d love to hear if that’s ever happened to you.

The Unspoken Truth: How External Voices Can Reshape Our Path

 

The Unspoken Truth: How External Voices Can Reshape Our Path

Years ago, a truly remarkable opportunity arrived in my inbox—an invitation I initially dismissed as spam. I was asked to be a keynote speaker for a Grief Workshop on a Native Reserve in Alberta. Having just navigated a period where I'd felt stolen from and had seemingly nothing, this felt like a profound answer to prayer—a divine gift, a testament to spirit saying "yes" to me, transforming my circumstances. It was, in essence, my graduation gift for enduring a significant test.

The organizer was incredibly supportive, and the entire experience felt destined for success. I had an initial speaking fee, but beyond that, I pre-sold an astonishing $15,000 worth of products, arranged directly from this opportunity. They also covered my hotel stay, a paid flight, and a rental car. The sheer energy I channeled into creating all the products within the tight deadline was astounding; I truly believe spirit guided every step. I was working 12- to 14-hour days, fueled by an inner drive. The day I finished and shipped everything, I was ecstatic, ready to celebrate by going dancing for hours—a testament to my overflowing energy.

As I prepared to go out, a spiritual friend called, insisting on sharing the "truth" about where I was going. For two hours, she detailed "how these people are" and how difficult the event would be for me, based on someone else's negative experience. Before her call, I could have danced for hours. After this "helpful" conversation, I was utterly drained and practically passed out. Dancing was out of the question.

What unfolded next was heartbreaking. The event almost got canceled, and the woman who hired me was fired. My $5,000 keynote, initially planned for one to two hours, transformed into a week of intensive one-on-one work. I was the only speaker kept; all others were canceled. In my heart, I know this drastic shift stemmed directly from my friend's unsolicited advice and her imposition of "the way it was." While I'm grateful the opportunity wasn't entirely lost, her input undeniably altered its potential.

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The Profound Lesson

The profound lesson I learned is this: another person's experience does not dictate your own. By bringing that negative energy into my space, my friend inadvertently changed the very trajectory of what could have been a truly transformative experience for me. It underscored how easily external narratives can diminish our inherent potential, especially when spirit is already paving a path forward.

These experiences have taught me to be more careful with my words, and even more protective of my energy—especially when something sacred is unfolding. Because when someone tries to offer “truth” without listening first, it’s often not truth at all. It’s just interference.

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Your Experience?

Have you ever asked something clearly, only to be answered with someone else’s fear, judgment, or assumptions? Or had someone try to "help"—but it left you feeling smaller instead of supported?

I’d love to hear if that’s ever happened to you.

 

Beyond the Surface: Navigating Resistance in Guiding Clients

 

Beyond the Surface: Navigating Resistance in Guiding Clients

As a guide, my work often extends far beyond the immediate insights I receive. It involves a deep understanding of human psychology, empathy, and the strategic application of guidance—especially when a client's past experiences create resistance to their true path. This story illustrates the intricate dance of working with profound emotional blocks.

One such client came to me years ago for a reading. She was recently free from a marriage she had ended, feeling utterly justified in her decision. Her ex-husband's pursuit of his own creative passions during their union had, in her eyes, been a betrayal—a "how dare he?" moment that she cited as a primary reason for their divorce. This belief had solidified over years, making her feel righteous in her choice to end the relationship.

Now, she stood at a beautiful and pivotal point in her own journey, even if she couldn't fully see it at the time. Her soul was clearly encouraging her to embrace her creativity—not just as a passion, but as a potential source of income. This insight came to me with striking clarity before she even shared her creative works or what she was contemplating.

The profound irony was immediately apparent: her own spirit was guiding her to take the very step she had spent years condemning in someone else. How could I help her see that what she once believed was a betrayal was now the path her own soul was urging her to take?

I knew that directly sharing this observation could feel harsh or even judgmental, especially given her lingering pain and resentment. My role wasn’t to force the truth upon her, but to guide her gently toward her own understanding. So, I recommended a book that I often suggest to clients—one that I felt would help her come to this realization on her own, in a way that was kinder and less confrontational than what I might say during a session.

Unfortunately, this wasn’t what she wanted to hear. She left the reading angry and dissatisfied, feeling I hadn’t given her the clarity she sought. Later, she even emailed me, still expressing frustration.

I don’t know what happened to her after that. But I do know this: sometimes, the most compassionate thing we can do is hold space for someone’s growth without overstepping. Her journey wasn’t about me handing her the answers, but about her discovering them for herself.

In reflecting on this experience, I see the many roles I play in my work: a guide, a mirror, and sometimes a target for misplaced frustration. It’s not always easy, but I trust that the seeds planted during that session might one day grow into the clarity and understanding she needs.

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What This Reveals About My Work:

• Strategic Empathy: My approach involves not just identifying insights, but strategically delivering them in a way that respects a client's emotional state and capacity for reception, especially when deep-seated beliefs are involved.

• Long-Term Vision: I understand that true transformation is a process, and sometimes the most impactful guidance involves planting seeds that blossom over time, rather than demanding immediate acceptance.

• Resilience and Professionalism: This experience showcases the ability to remain centered and professional even when facing client frustration, trusting in the process of their individual journey.

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A Question for Your Own Reflection:

Consider a challenging situation in your life. What core belief, perhaps one you've held for a long time, might be unconsciously shaping your perspective and potentially preventing progress?

How The Past Can interfere With The Present

 

When someone comes to me feeling hurt by a previous intuitive or healer… I truly feel for them.
It makes me sad they were treated that way.
But if they sit in front of me already bracing for the same thing to happen again—they are unintentionally setting me up to fail.

And not because I will fail them.

But because their fear and expectation are already shaping their experience.
No matter what I say or do, they’ll likely be looking for signs that I’m “just like the last one.”

I’ve learned to say this gently:
🌀 “If you’ve been guided to me, maybe your spirit brought you here.
I’m not asking you to hand me all of your power.
But I am asking you to consider the possibility that I could help you.”

That one word—“could”—is everything.

It opens a door.
It allows for a new experience.
It says: This doesn’t have to be like before. But only you can let it be different.

When clients walk in expecting to be harmed again, they often create that reality—no matter how safe or sincere I am.

But when they walk in with just a little openness, something shifts.
Healing begins.

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If you've been hurt by someone in the past—especially someone you trusted spiritually—I get it.
It can make it hard to trust again.
But your soul will keep nudging you forward.
Not to repeat the wound—but to help you heal it through a new kind of experience.

If something in your heart feels guided to me, even if it’s just a flicker,
I invite you to consider this:
You don’t have to give me your power.
But you can allow yourself to believe that I just might be able to help.

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My Evolving Mission: Completing a Cycle of Healing

 

My Evolving Mission:

 Completing a Cycle of Healing

"I’ve changed. And because I’ve changed, I no longer carry what was never mine to begin with."

For a significant part of my journey, I engaged in experiences that may have appeared, from the outside, to be merely personal challenges. But what many couldn't see was the deeper agreement I had made: to step into specific karmic dynamics and offer certain individuals—and the collective—one last opportunity to choose differently… to do the right thing.

I wasn't the source of the original imbalance. I entered these dynamics with the intention of preventing further harm. Had these individuals faced the original recipients of their actions, the result might've been more pain—escalating cycles of suffering that ripple through the collective. I stepped in to interrupt that spiral. I offered a new possibility: the chance to meet conflict with integrity, respect, and healing. I was sent in to show them another way.

That mission is now complete.

I've fulfilled my soul's agreement to disrupt patterns of pain and distortion. For those who still feel justified in their actions, I honor their path—but I will no longer carry or balance their unresolved karma. They had the opportunity to meet me in transformation, and they chose otherwise. That's theirs to live with—in this life or another.

This clarity settled into me just weeks ago:

I CAN NO LONGER SUPPORT A WORLD THAT DOESN’T SUPPORT ME BACK

This is no longer just a personal boundary—it is my new mission.

I gave what I could, for the highest good of all involved. But from here forward, the rest of their healing isn't mine to tend. I will not participate in win-lose dynamics anymore. My path now aligns only with those who are ready and willing to live in mutual respect, shared growth, and a genuine commitment to win-win.

My energetic boundaries are now fully set. I call in only those who are ready to walk with that same clarity and devotion. This is my declaration. This is how I now serve the transformation of the world.

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A Final Message

"If you are still carrying ill feelings or unresolved karmic weight toward me, hear this now: I did not cause the original pain. I am not your mirror, your dumping ground, or your scapegoat."

I will no longer accept projections from those unwilling to take responsibility for themselves. That energy wastes my life force. It delays my purpose. It clouds my joy. And it has made me question the very reason I came back to this Earth in the first place.

But I remember now.

I came to help create a better world—not carry the pain others refuse to face.

This is my final life on this Earth, and I will no longer allow those who will not do the work to infect it with unnecessary suffering.

I hand this back to you now.

Mission complete.

#MissionComplete #WinWin #LineInTheSand #Responsability #NewMission

The Cost of Ignoring Telepathic Information

 

The Cost of Ignoring Telepathic Information

One of the most challenging lessons I've learned on my journey of opening up to intuitive guidance is the consequence of ignoring telepathic messages—the subtle thought forms of others. I used to believe I could "change" or "positively shift" these insights with my own thoughts and actions.

I'm being reminded of this now, as I reflect on pivotal events from years ago that led to significant losses or challenges. The warnings were subtly brought to my attention, yet I disregarded them, thinking, "Oh, it's just my imagination." I'd tell myself, "This person couldn't be that cruel," or "Maybe it was just a fleeting negative thought." Sometimes, I even tried to "prove myself and earn their trust by killing them with kindness!" It never worked.

I wrote an important story yesterday that contained a profound lesson. It was tied to a situation involving many people who dismissed me as "some crazy, airy-fairy chick that heard angels." Many of them made deals with me only to change their minds later. Instead of calling them out on their behavior, I'd simply adapt and make the best of the situation. I even saved some of these individuals from losing their livelihoods. Yet, they were so caught up in their own justifications that they couldn't see how their actions directly harmed me.

Incredibly, they thought everything was fine. So disconnected from themselves, they saw me as the problem—blind to the fact that their behavior was truly damaging and that I might have been sent to help them avoid going "off the rails." Again, I kept my mouth closed.

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Navigating a World Unready for Intuition

The most challenging aspect of this intuitive work is the historical context: for many years, those of us with these gifts have been ostracized and ridiculed. We had to learn to navigate these situations with extreme diplomacy. To this day, I know people with these gifts who have been institutionalized. I had a wonderful, kind, knowledgeable, and gentle lady friend who was subjected to electroshock therapy—not that long ago, and it still happens.

This is why we, with these gifts, must be careful. Societal "norms" still don't acknowledge or recognize these abilities as real and valid—even though, at the highest level of truth, this is who we are. Many of us are here to usher in the concept of the "new humans." So no, we are not like everyone else. Thank goodness.

As I've navigated these past many years, I've come to see this difference as a strength and a compliment. If harming and stealing from each other is considered "normal human nature," then I am truly glad I am not like them. We are different because we are here to show others what the new human—actually, the old human, reconnected to these gifts—is meant to be.

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The Cost of Ignoring the Whispers

I share this because important warnings have come to mind many times—subtle messages that I may have ignored. Perhaps I lacked a safe space to voice them, or perhaps it was due to these very underlying dynamics.

One such instance involved a person I met years ago who owned a shop. They approached me after seeing my sign on my car (which has its own story for another time). I was deeply following intuitive "instruction" and had researched places for my work, realizing our city needed something similar.

I mentioned I had enough certifications to teach courses from their shop, helping it become as successful as another place I knew. This is the crucial part I ignored, and looking back, I deeply regret this subtle message. I must finally say it out loud—for the love of myself!

I told her this with deep trust and confidence, seeing the potential for all of us to succeed and prosper. I told her this because I knew it was possible.

This is the part I regret dismissing:

In her mind, I distinctly heard,

"Not if I can help it."

That woman initiated our entire relationship with the underlying desire to actively prevent this success.

And you know what?

I ignored it.

I was so accustomed to people putting me down or being threatened by my gifts that I actually disregarded this powerful, yet subtle, message. This is the same woman whose place I would spend months telling everyone I was working out of—while she subtly took my hard work and clients.

And yes, I ignored it, partly because I was immersed in ACIM teachings, and I mistakenly believed my negative thoughts about the situation were the problem—when in truth, this relationship began with her original, harmful agenda.

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Win/Win Versus Win/Lose

You see, from my understanding, when the universe orchestrates an answer to a prayer, it is supposed to be beneficial for everyone concerned—a true win/win solution. The relationship with this woman, and how many others treated me, was clearly born from a win/lose mentality.

They had absolutely no regard for me or my life whatsoever—no matter what I did.

Their decision was already made.

They simply sought to take what they could from what I offered, with no intention of a mutually beneficial connection.

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The Real Cost of "Winning"

When I looked back on this—and the tears I cried—the real pain that came up for me was the potential they missed.

The opportunity they chose to squander.

The deepest pain wasn't about what was taken from me.

It was about what they lost.

They thought they "won" by taking, by exploiting, by getting "one over." They believed they were gaining something—getting some big prize at my expense.

But what they really lost was the opportunity to witness and participate in a potential that was ten, even a hundred, times more valuable than anything they thought they "won."

They lost the chance at a truly expansive, mutually beneficial outcome because their perception was limited to a small, zero-sum game.

My pain comes from seeing the vast potential they forfeited.

They won a battle,

but lost an entire war of abundance—

A WORLD.
THEIR WORLD.
FILLED WITH ABUNDANCE.

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The True Loss: A World Transformed, One Miracle at a Time

If they had allowed themselves to have that experience—the very experience I was sent in to help facilitate and orchestrate—they would have understood how to continue to create even more such experiences in their lives moving forward.

They would have learned how to "pay it forward" in their future interactions with others.

This is how we transform the world 🌍.

One miracle at a time.

 

#TelepathicMessages #Warnings #IgnoringGuidance #AnswerOfPrayers #WinWin #HealTheWorld